Biar-lah

Kalau demam boleh menghilangkan segala sakit, biar-lah..
Kalau pening boleh menghilangkan segala pedih, biar-lah..
Kalau kesejukan boleh menghilangkan segala perit, biar-lah..
Kalau kesunyian boleh menghilangkan segala duka, biar-lah..

Biar demam, biar pening, biar kesejukan, biar kesunyian..
Hidup mesti diteruskan, kebahagiaan akan datang kemudian.

H.A.T.I

Roomie : Ko memang da tak kisah langsung ke dgn die?
I was shocked, tiba2 je roommate aku tanye camtu.
Me : Ntah la..
Then aku dgr lagu, tros baring.
Roomie : Dah2, jgn nak feeling2 sedeyh2, pegi mandi.
Me : Kejap la, rasa cam ngantok nak tido ni..

After that die kua, de practice mnari. So tinggal-lah aku sorang kat bilik.
Habis je lagu, aku bangun utk klik lagu lain. Folder lagu rock english yg aku tak pernah buka, aku buka. Cari-cari lagu, sampai la t'nampak "Bon Jovi-Thank You For Loving Me". Tau tajuk, pernah dgr, pernah nyanyi, pernah alami, teringat, mengingat, termenung skejap. Then-PLAY, dgr sampai habis.

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Habis mandi, online. Bosan, tgk movie-Im Not Single-
For the first hour, memang aku gelak-gelak je. Cite ni lawak jugak, even da tgk byk kali. Sampai la satu scene.. Dani jumpe Maya.

Dani : Do you love me?
Maya : soalan ape ni..
Dani : By..do you?
Maya : Iye..

Suddenly feel like, macam aku pernah tanye soalan ni. Berkali-kali, tanpa rasa jemu, tanpa rasa puas. Hanya utk inginkan kepastian. Kepastian tentang perasaan.

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"Diam! Diam! Aku benci kau! Aku taknak hidup dgn kau lagi! Keluar drpd sini, ceraikan aku!"
Ayat yg Maya jerit kat Adam. Aku tak tau knape aku rasa ayat ni macam keras sgt. Macam aku first time tgk cite ni pdahal da byk kali. Menangis, sedeyh sgt. Apesal tah!hurm.

Lepas tgk cite ni,aku t'menung, aku t'fikir..

-Kadang-kadang kita tak perasan atau ambil kisah pun dgn ape yg kita t'ckp, t'buat, t'salah..sampai-lah kita sedar, kecewanya sekeping hati, lukanya sekeping hati, hancurnya sekeping hati, akibat dari 'ketersalahan' yg tidak pernah 'diterfikirkan'-



Surprised

I went to HEP office yesterday to see whether my flight ticket from my dad has come or not.

My name on the list, then i ask for my goods.

I thought that my envelope is small coz its just a flight ticket. But its actually big.

Im shocked, and wondering, "eit, mak tak cakap pun da pos kebaya??"

Then i see the address behind, its from Ahmad Ridhzwan!

* Thanx a lot for the surprise. U're the best guy that I've ever know. Full of patient, even i dont treat u well, being with someone else even I know your feeling for me, not even reply your msg, and ignored u when u needs me. U're patiently waiting, from the first time we know each other until now, u're always concerned about me =')

Mengidam

Dont know what is really happened to me tonight..
Wanna eat this, wanna eat that, just like pregnant woman.haih!

1. Mcflury Oreo at Mcd
2. Cheese Cake from Sist.Ati
3. Brownies at S.Recipe
4. Grilled Chicken at Pasar's stall (dont know the nme =p)
5. Beef Fried Mee at KK
6. Chicken Chop at Senario


owh peeps, where can i find all this at Labuan?? T.T
except for the food no.2. Dalam campus je pun,HAHA

Yuna - Penakut

 



Listen carefully, think deeply.

Quest & Ans

1. Why create a blog?
To show how i feel bout him, how much i love him, how important him to my life. I've never done this before, he's the first.

2. How about now?
I've been cheated, been played. damn.

3. So why still blog-ing?
I still have happiness to share. My family, my friends. Love Never End, that's the answer.

4. Dont u feel lonely?
Do i have to? hey, life is not just about love!

5. Does it hurt?
Its sucks. Especially when someone u trust, u loved, lied to u.

6. No second chance?
I had given to him, but he broke it. Im tired, its done.

7. What if he still trying to be with u?
Depends, but i dont think so. Babe, he's a GUY. Once they lied, second time third time for sure it happen again. I've learn from my experienced, and my friends told me so.

8. Dont u feel so cruel to him by telling all this? 
I've written nicely, but what i've got??

9. Do u regret it?
Why should i?

10. what will u do after this?
Live my life. I've nothing to care, nothing to worry. Study + Shopping + Success, amin.

11. No love story after this?
Peeps, love never end. I repeat, love never end.


12. Conclusion?
Dont BREAK my heart.

WalkAway

Arini, aku kua lagi..Keluar ntah ke mana, tiada hala tuju..

Planning nak lepak Pizza Hut ag, tapi dtg lambat, full plak org..

Penat memusing 1 UK tu, aku deside utk ke tempat lain. Keluar ke bandar Labuan. Bandar yg aku belum kenal sepenuhnya, bandar yg tak tau org nye camne, bahaya ke tak, aku redah je.

Memang arini aku berjalan je.. Berjalan sampai kaki aku melecet..sampai bahu aku lenguh bawak lappy..Tersepak batu?tak tau la berape kali..sampai nak jatuh, aku jalan jugak..jalan sampai aku jumpa jalan..jalan sampai aku betul-betul da tak larat..bukan cume batu, lubang pun aku terpijak. Nasib la tak dalam. Sampai satu tahap, aku tak tau la camne kaki aku bley tersadung kat mane pun aku tak perasan. Nak jatuh da, tapi nasib aku tahan. Pakcik teksi je yg nampak aku, fuhh! -,-''

Jalan punye jalan, rupenye aku pusing-pusing kat 1tempat je. Labuan bkn bsr sgt pun..Aku nampak KFC dekat dgn Terminal Feri. Aku singgah, aku beli food, lepak kat atas sorang-sorang and on lappy. Macam biase, FB ngan BLOG la kan.

Aku duduk je rasa macam heaven je. Hilang terus rasa sakit kaki aku walau skejap, tak kesah la. Mlecet? memang pedih. Tapi tak bley lawan pedih kat hati aku. Lantak-lah kan. Lame-lame elok,insyaAllah..

Biar la sakit, aku harap ini yg terakhir. Jangan la kacau hidup aku lagi, aku da cukup sakit sebab KAU.

:: katakan aku bodoh sekalipun, aku tetap mencari-cari diri aku yg dulu.



rosak da, t'pakse beli baru. haha